Its the year 2007, oh man another year of unexspected events.  Last year 2006, there were so many ups =] and so many downs =[ But what can you do its life and everyone must deal with it.  I ended up meeting the most amazing guy in my life.  He makes me smile like no other, and treats me like I'm the luckiest girl alive! Jeez, cheesing up the joint all the time.  We became very much in love, and we discuss and compromise as much as possible.  Fighting is a bunch of bullshit. We learn from each other and laugh together.  He truly makes me feel like 1 in a million.  I appreciate everything and love everthing about him.  Its getting harder now, school is becoming a battle and my parents are becoming an extreme war.  We try to compromise and talk instead of arguing.  For me I learn to not talk back and argue, I just listen and take it now.  I seems to be better and alot less energy.  I really want them to see that Kirby makes me happy, and is not a trouble in my school.  I'm scared of the journey ahead of us between my parents and all that fun stuff.   But i try to stay calm and I always remember that life is not always gonna be easy.. If you really want something you need to work hard for it and thats what I'm going to do for him and everyone I love around me.  Just a positive attitude this year will hopefully bring my family, boyfriend, and friends closer.  Because all I really want is happiness and unecessary drama to go away.  Love really is what matters in most cases, I'm just trying not to affect many goals in my life but to encourage me to do better.  I love my family, Kirby, and friends and I noticed that somethings are never easy in life if its truly faith.  Oh goodness.. Live Your Life.. I'm trying not to give up,  because an attitude like that will lift high spirits.  One smile from someones face gives off 10 more to others.  Smile UP THE JOINT! =] Feeling down and sad, really does not do much but kill time, solving and talking about everything > sounds easy but its really hard > will make a difference though. This entry is really for the people I love and care for in my life, and I'm trying to just convince myself and give me strengh for a hard road ahead of me.  That giving up on something I love, is just going to give me regrets in my life.  Nothing will be easy.. in life.. when you really want something there will be struggles no matter what. and I am prepared to handle those stuggles.  BRING IT!

MYSPACE.... UGH..

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DONE WITH XANGA!!!

      ...for right now..

ewwww...gosh..this was the worst week ever man.....life is so low..anyways..my throat hurts, so much hwk, gymastic practice, finals, not enough sleep 4 or 3 hours,some ppl make u made again, so damn stressful so glad today is friday!! so need it....[[sigh]] anywyas..but so happy i saw J.W play bball .... jeez if u watch him yo..it will so make ur day!!! lol.. so funny!!!! i love that kid. #1 fan!

Today, ahhhh! i saw the cutest guy ever in my gym class name BILL. jeeez i want to talk to him but he's shy, and i'm shy!... that boy has got to step up his game. But he seriously makes my day! =) ahhhhhhhhhhh! gosh.... i'm shy. its weird. can't wait till' tomorrow! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..... hehehehehehehe [everyone tells me we look cute together, but were just too different, and "i can do so much better jamie c'mon" psssh! w.e.. giving the benefit of the doubt" >> will seee what happens.... shy guys are tough, big hassle. hhahahaa but he's freaking cute! so w.e. =)

tired............laters!

                                                       *$Jamie$*

Life isnt about keeping score-It's not about how many people call you and its not about who you've dated, are dating, or havent dated at all. It isnt about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you. It's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact , its not about grades, money , clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life isnt about if you have lots of friends , or if your alone and its not how accepted or uneaccepted you are. Life just isnt about that.
But life is who you love and who you  hurt. Its about how you feel about yourself. Its about trust, happiness and compassion. Its about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love. Life is about advoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance and building  confidence. Its about seeing people for who they are and not what they have. Its about what you say and what you mean. Most of all, it is about choosing to use  your life to touch someone else's in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise. These choices are what life is about.

                                          *$Jamie$*

ok man.... the past weekend was so much fun and so totally like WOAH!! man thats how crazy it was.....anyways ya.. last week.. school was school.. my big bro's Lorenz b-day wed. my other older bro Ray drove us to circuit city b.c my parents were there and went to get my bro a stereo in his 240 SX car.. and ray was like driving so fast. and like the music was loud like no other and yo we almost got in a BIG car accident.. wasn't good. just thankful everyone was fine. and all my bro can say is like "at least we didn't get a ticket" cause he passes a red light.. CRAZY! he dented or got in an accident  with his RSX like 4 times. so RIDICULOUS! but still love the rush.. lol.. trina the race car game.. uh-huh ya

Alright..yo!! Laura, Kaitlyn, Laura, and Margaret!! sorry i couldn't be like the ghetto crayons . u guys for Halloween.. and like going to the pary.. i heard Laura and lauren went to the FRIGHT FEST!.. lucky.. man wish i came. but like w.e.. so like ya!! love u! and sry.. but its cool..alright.. much love!

Friday: ya. so excited cause well ya.. YFC man.. like a first times.. yo didn't kno what to expect.. so ya. we get there.. and even though it was like a 1hour ride man.. trina and i only thought it was 10 min.. ya. time flies like no other.. sherwin thought i was crazy... w.e I MADE THE CAR RIDE FUN! .. pretty cool camp... fun. farting. praying. eating. chilling.  the works. lol

camp crush: nobody caught my eye or attention. i wanted someONE to make me laugh, and smile... hahaha.. ya...

camp crusher: sherwin >> hmm?? unexspected.

                                                                  *$Jamie$*